Cindy wrote on her MySpace page on July 3rd her feelings of what was going on in her life. I found Cindy's writing on July 3rd very telling and also wonder why it was removed from her MySpace page within the last week.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Current mood: http://x.myspace.com/images/blog/moods/iBrads/sad.gif distraught
She came into my life unexspectedly, just as she has left me. This precious little angel from above gave me strength and unconditional love. Now she is gone and I don’t know why. All I am guilty of is loving her and providing her a safe home. Jealousy has taken her away. Jealousy from the one person that should be thankfull for all of the love and support given to her. A mother’s love is deep, however there are limits when one is betrayed by the one she loved and trusted the most. A daughter comes to her mother for support when she is pregnant, the mother says without hesitation it will be ok. And it was. But then the lies and betrayal began. First it seemed harmless, ah, love is blind. A mother will look for the good in her child and give them a chance to change. This mother gave chance after chance for her daughter to change, but instead more lies more betrayal. What does the mother get for giving her daughter all of these chances? A broken heart. The daughter who stole money, lots of money, leaves without warning and does not let her mother now speak to the baby that her mother raised, fed, clothed, sheltered, paid her medical bills, etc. Instead tells her friends that her mother is controlling her life and she needs her space. No money, no future. Where did she go? Who is now watching out for the little angel?
My Bottled Up Thoughts!
It just haunts my soul knowing Cindy wrote these feelings on her MySpace page on July 3rd, 17 days after Casey left her parents home on June 16th with Caylee. And 12days before Cindy finally called 911, but not to report a lost grandchild but to report a stolen car and money.
I don't know if calling the police on July RD would have changed the outcome of "where is Caylee" because I feel it all went down between June 23rd and 27th!
Cindy knows her daughter and knows her really well. Casey didn't just start lying as an adult, she has been doing this since she was a child. Casey knew way back when she was young she could get away with lying and she just carried it into her adult life.
Every single mother out there knows when their child lies. It could be a facial gesture, clearing their throat, responding with a short sentence, but we know, we really know when our children are lying.
I know if my child lies to me, I then take it to another level and watch, listen and know fully what I am being told is not the truth.
I HATE liars and have a difficult time ever believing a word that comes out of liars mouth.