Dearest Caylee, Your Mommy Is Out Of Jail Again

Dearest Caylee,

I am so sorry that you have to see, from above, all the frenzy of what is happening all around your Mommy today.

I watched your Mommy come out of jail, and even recorded it. Not even sure why I did record it because my heart just sank deep into the ocean floor when I saw a piece of a video of you and some newly release pictures.

What made it so difficult for me Caylee, is knowing your grandparents sold your soul to the media to get money. This is what made me so sick to my stomach, I just needed to come here for you, just for you.

http://www.wftv.com/video/17398425/index.html

Slide-show of you, sweet Caylee and your Mommy.
http://abcnews.go.com/TheLaw/2020/popup?id=5729404


Did you see all the people and media on the street where you lived and played? There are so many people there, some even with signs for your Mommy to tell someone where you are. All these people Caylee, are there for YOU, all of them want to know where you are so you can be brought back home.

Actually, you will never be brought back home, or back into the nice house you had your bed, toys and the little dogs and cats, who always watched over you. But you will be brought back, for sure, and the world will be so happy that you have been found.

There are so many people who are looking for you, all under the wings of "Tim Miller", who also lost a child 24 years ago. Mr. Miller is not going to give up on you sweet Caylee, Mr. Miller is more determined now then ever to find you.

I didn't realize until today, how your Mommy got out of jail based on the "anonymous" donors, but now we all know it is your grandparents. I have to admit Caylee, I am quite mad, because this $50,000.00 would have benefited Mr. Miller more to search for you, and find you somewhere below, rather then your Mommy spending time comfy in her parent home, spending time on the computer and seeing Mr. Baez, but never, ever asking for permission to go and search for YOU. I am so sorry Caylee, that you don't see your mother, or grandparents out looking for you.

I just read that your grandparents received a million dollars for your pictures, video and some time with your grandparents, and another media company offered your grandparents a million dollars so they can write a book.

Here is the story being reported: As an FYI, a source close to the investigation has told me that ABC News 20/20 has offered the Anthony family one million dollars for an exclusive interview. The same source claims that AIM Productions from Nashville has also offered the family one million for book and movie rights.
http://blogs.discovery.com/criminal_report/2008/09/caylee-anthon-1.html

Remember Mr. Padilla, who came all the way from California to help find you? Yes, I know he bailed your Mommy out of jail the first time, but Mr. Padilla felt certain your Mommy would tell him where to find you. You know that didn't happen because you would be home now, but Mr. Padilla mentioned last night (Thursday) that a book deal was in the making and perhaps a movie and he was so right, so darn right!

Mr. Padilla really cares about you Caylee, and has offered $50,000.00 cash to the person who has you. No strings attached, no police, just Leonard and the mystery person. Well Caylee, we know no one has you but the dear Lord, and unless the dear Lord can show Mr. Padilla you are safe, we know the only way to find you is by the people looking for you.

I wish Mr. Padilla would donate that $50,000 to Tim Miller with Equusearch so they can get more people out to find you. I sent Mr. Padilla a comment on his MY Space page asking him to donate the money so people can continue to find you.

Oh, sweet, precious Caylee, I have known since day one you were gone and knew you were safe and content in the dear Lord's arms. But today, I am deflated, devastated, sick, shock, angry and every single emotion I can possible think of knowing your "grandparents sold your soul", I just can't believe this happened.

We all love you Caylee and are praying for you to be found and brought back to all of us!

Dearest Caylee

Dearest Caylee,

I saw your mommy today, in fact, this morning as your grandpa and a friend of your grandpa's drove your mommy to the attorney's office today.

Your mommy was with this attorney to give him all the information about finding you, because your mommy knows where you are.

Your mommy spent a lot of time with this attorney, somewhere around 7 hours and even had to call someone to get permission to stay a little longer with this attorney. And you know what? This person said it was alright for your mommy to stay. In fact, your mommy even had to call again to stay even longer and your mommy got permission to do that again.

I saw your mommy leave the attorney's office late this afternoon. She had on a blue raincoat with a hood and even had her backpack on. Grandpa was wearing the "Where is Caylee" tee shirt, but your mommy didn't have one on. But she did wear a bright-white towel to cover her face so no one could see her.

I didn't get to tell you yesterday, but when mommy got out of jail, she wanted everyone to see her face because your mom said: "she innocent in losing you!"

I would so love to say there are millions of people looking for you, but that is not what is happening. You see Caylee, no one knows where to look for you because your mommy is just not telling anyone.

Sure your mommy told many people you were with this person or that person and last seen this day and in fact, your mommy even made many phone calls on June 16, 17th and 18th, but no one answered the calls, or knew not to answer the calls.

Mommy even came back to your grandparents home one day and even borrowed a shovel so your tender feet didn't get injured by all the bamboo shoots. The only problem was you weren't even there to hurt your little feet.

Caylee, I do want you to know that the little doggies in the house miss you because I saw one of them jump on your bed only a couple of days after mommy lost you somewhere.

Every single night I ask for a dream to remember in hopes it would give me, or anyone a clue where we can just go and get you and bring you home. There are millions and millions of people who are praying that you will be found. I even pray for your mother, to reach in her heart and tell anyone where you are.

I look at the picture of you in your great-grandpa's lap as he held onto you on June 15, 2008. You looked so scared at that moment and your great-grandpa didn't seem very happy at that time either.

Caylee, soon you will be found and brought back. It's going to take a little longer, but this will happen. You need to come back, everyone needs to see you come back, and our hearts fill with tears knowing you coming back may not be the way we all would like it to be.

I shared my private, speechless thoughts nightly to the dear Lord above, because I had the vision of you sitting in God's lap as he held onto you so tightly telling you "you are now safe with me" and the look you had while you sat with your great-grandpa is no longer that of being scared, but now a very happy little girl.

Until tomorrow Caylee ....